Looking for my Lost love~Not finished

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Name: Lostlove
Family: Softpad
Rank: Warrior
Clan: SunClan
Gender: She-Cat
Age: 19 moons
Eye Color: Green
Fur Color: Calico
Other Appearances:

Lostlove's build is somewhere between a thin, scrawny and lithe cat to a stong, well-built, and muscular cat. This comes from her two parents. Believe it or not, her mother is the well-built strong tabby, while her father is the thin brown tom. Anyway, Lostlove's is really small for her age, and alot of cats get mistake her as an apprentince. She abosulutley hate when cats do that, but I'll explain more in the personality. Her head is mostly a light brown tabby pattern that becomes highly dominant throughout the rest of her body. Around her odd olive green eyes are orange tabby stripes that look like the shade of well.. oranges... Her neck, chest, and underbelly are a pure snowy white, but in darkness, it has more of a creamish eggshell shade. Her 'dominant' grayish brown tabby stripes seem to completely cover her body, except for the occaisonal patches of orange. This makes her look like a regular light grayish she cat from faraway.

Personality:

Lostloves used to be a bright, happy-go-lucky cat until that fateful day. Lostlove hates toms. Some might say 'hate' is a strong word and that she should use the phrase 'strongly dislike', but they don't really know what happened to her in the past. When she hears the word 'tom', she goes balistic. For example, if a she-cat gossips about how this she-cat likes this tom, Lostlove would feel her claws slide out. Before, you know it, theres a fight and the other cat ends up seriously injuired. Lostlove's heart began to grow colder, and full of spite against all toms. Her heart began to be as black as the night sky, and as cold as a harsh winter's day. Not even her friends could cheer her up from this depression/grudge/whatever its called.

History:

Softpad was always jealous of her calico sister. Calicopelt was always stealing the spotlight away from her. When Softpad had greencough, Calicopelt got blackcough. When Softpad caught a rabbit as her first kill, Calicopelt caught an eagle! To Softpad it was always Calicopelt did this, Calicopelt did that, Calicopelt is so pretty, Calicopelt is so smart, and etc.. Softpad's hatred for calicos began to grow, then she saw the tom of her life-Mudfang. When Softpad was 39 Moons old, she had Mudfang's kits. The surving kitten was a calico. Outraged, and disgusted, she wanted to kill the she-kit while everyone was asleep. Mudfang heard about his mate's plan to kill their only daughter. Before Softpad was going to kill her, Mudfang took the she-kit and placed her on MoonClan's territory. Soon, the kit was named Silk-kit for her beautiful silk like fur. Silkkit became Silkpaw, then Silfur. Silkfur fell in love at age 15 moons. The tom didn't really love her back, so he ran off to join a different clan where he found his true love. Silkfur was so sad and depressed, she asked her leader to get her named changed from Silkfur to Lostlove. And so her leader did. Silkfur became Lostlove, and her beautiful silk-like fur became dull as the moons passed.

RP Example:

Cats you RP: 2
Names of cats: Clearbreeze and Floweringrose
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This is uncompleted, but being put up for adoption.*is requestion Summer to finish it.*